Friday, February 3, 2012 11:19 AM
Takes my breath away.
Every time it snows, the scenery takes my breath away and make me fall in love with it all over again, despite the cold or the wetness. It's time like this that I look and grin or giggle to myself. Because I just can't keep my happiness to myself!=]
And all I want to do then is to find someone who feels exactly the same way as me, just sitting side by side in silence and watch it rain snow.=|
And right this time, it's ash love by my side. Even when he hates the cold.How to not love him?
On a side note, Every time you're silent. my heart starts to bubble wrap itself and I just heck everything. I'm So afraid of silence. I can't even say how much. But Every time there's this particular of silence, my heart just break all over again. Cause trust me, the last time I had this kinda silence, i just wanna run away and never come back. And it broke me just to stay. So will you please tell me what's on Your mind? it's a hundred times better than my paranoid brain at work. Trust me, I can come up with the most ridiculous thoughts.
When you ask me, I said no,
not cause I love you any lesser,
not cause I didn't trust you,
not cause I wanted to flirt with others like you say,
not cause you didn't melt me with your way of asking.
But cause I don't trust myself to love you the way you should be. How do you love someone completely when You're always scared of falling, scared of trusting someone.
I Do believe though in that if the feelings are true, what the status is doesn't affect it one bit.=x
Everyone keep telling me this is gonna fail right before it starts. Yet I still want to put you in my heart.=[ so here again, I won't love you forever, but as long as long you love me, I love you. This I promise you.
