Saturday, February 18, 2012 1:05 PM
Day before I turn 20
Went to sensation for a drink with the FSs on my FRA flt. Just nice she called another gs who I did a CDG with. And we have fun Tgt, until the singer started singing birthday song and they wanted me to go onto the stage, of course I refused. But then, after that was disaster when everyone wanted to have a drink with you. Left the Thai club high.
Was so tempted to just crash at his place but I didn't. It's knowing you have work the next day despite us wanting to make plans to celebrate my bdae Tgt. It's not that I don't understand that it was a last min thing. It's the fact that i have to be understanding about it all. I'm always gonna come after your work and entertainment, even when it's my birthday.It's the fact that I'm on my off day and you still have to work. You may be busy the whole day working, but just a text is too much to ask for? I need to have self respect for myself.