Monday, September 5, 2011 11:32 PM
here we go again.
until recently,which i meant today, my emotions was fine.just today ** had to just contact me. every semblance of peace i have just poof,disappeared. funny thing isnt it? to love or be loved. last time i look back, i choose to love, and i burnt my ass trying to stop loving. so i know how it feels to love someone so much you still love him even when it hurts.theres this word called integrity.theres a limit to what i play with, a limit to what i can take or give.shes proven me with something i cant do. people like us stay mainly cause of 3 things, love, responsibility or guilt and debt. and she has all 3.she loves you and seriously,you owe her.so you made the choice to be loved, the only thing you can do now is stick to it. till the fucking end.and i can tell you this, you dont have another choice.