Monday, August 8, 2011 11:40 PM
Lifeless.
Just realised this past mth i have done nothing productive. Thinking back, except drinking i just slack at home. Cause no one free for me when im free. Everyone been busy with their own life. And i dont really have one outside work. Suddenly you have all this spare time to fill and you are at a lost of what to do. Hahas. Ironic much!!
Yes, i could have took up learning anything from language to driving to even cooking but i didnt.
and yes, i could have not wasted all those time.
You were right. Damn right.
But i guess 2 good thing i did, i packed my room and i packed myself. I sorted out my heart, and my mind. There will be things or people always impt to you no matter what cause they form a part of memories you wish you could forget yet for now its the strongest. So theres no point in trying to force myself to do that. Im just ready for whatever is coming next. Be it a closure or not. I know i can handle things at a more levelheaded manner.
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