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Friday, May 27, 2011 7:46 AM
brisbane again!




























the pictures shall do the talking. it was a boring day at brisbane and my plan to swim failed because i felt sick. but not before i managed to buy my havaianas and books! ironic.


First time being so sick overseas. alone. vomited like twice and had a hard time keeping anything down. amazed that i haven eaten a single thing for more than a day and my gastric hasnt acted up yet.=x

when you are sick, you just wish you're home and not alone. but neither of which is a choice.=[[ maybe because it feels terrible. up till now, the pain still lingers. it still feel so real. the solitude, the pain, the dreams,everything.


on a side note, i've had enough of people telling me to just break it off or whatnots. knowing that i have my own insecurities isnt enough? why do you guys feel the need to add on to my doubts and fear. maybe what you say is true, but that exactly what im afraid of. that its the truth. nothing but the truth and no matter how hard i try, it isnt gonna change.='[ or maybe deep down inside, im even more afraid of the changes that will come. i have no bloody idea how to stay the same when everything is changing!

*[[lenice]]*
-p.s its the 100th day!


Sunday, May 22, 2011 10:08 PM
Bye mum!

My dearest mummy is going overseas for a week. So treated mummy to dinner tonight. After that came home and mummy started packing.
Shes so cute larhs, took everything of mine. From the lonchamp bag(prefer mine tp her own) to my shampoo to my ziplock bag! Best part is she used a cabin bag size!! Dont know how she pack!

Started contributing to this fam And i start to feel the burden.But im happy that im able to give mummy money to spend and treat my fam to dinner and see my mummy happy when i say i will chip in to the household expenses. All these on top of what i owe them.=x

*[[lenice]]*
-theres always a price to pay.





Thursday, May 19, 2011 6:50 PM
Proud of myself=]







Just came back from fukuoka. Although i was dead tired, im happy!
Before i went, i told baby im bringing a cargo because theres gonna bound to be things to shop! And i was planning on spending more than my allowance as usual.
I bought lotsa food stuff back and a TRANSPARENT UMBRELLA!! yes, im crazy and i'll probably never use it, but it was just so nice its tempting me!


This is just all those in nice boxes!=]]
and the best best best part is i gottt thiss!!


Mummy say the bag colour not nice, but i like cause unique!!=]

And i didnt buy olympus pen on impluse although its the only camera that caught my eye. Neither did i buy the burberry bag!=]] so proud that i didnt, cause finally i never exceed my allowance!
But partly was because baby was there bbm-ing me. Its time i learnt how not to spluge. I hope its not a one off event.=x

I use to be that kind that ignore the my previous bf's advice. Be it being stubborn or just plain not liking the idea. But i listened cause baby never control whatever it is i buy and most of the time, i hate to say, but hes right! And although i will sulk in person when he say that i dont need it or not to buy or anything and feel like hell walking away from what i plan to buy, but when i'm away and all,I know im glad i didnt. Baby, what am i without you? <3


Taste better than it look!





And not forgetting all the naisee food. Kinda sad i didnt eat my fav soba and chawamushi.

i spent 30 bucks on cab. Cause i left my iphone in th room and only realise at the airport, so i had to pay for them to send it to the airport for me. But im just glad that i got you back! Am using you to post this!=]]

The whole reason why im typing a long post is just so i can use my iphone! And im so tired that im no longer talking sane, more rubbish!

*[[lenice]]*
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Friday, May 13, 2011 5:03 PM
=|

I tell myself not to expect, and to just understand and accept. Because other than that, i dont know what i can do anymore.




Koala<3







Cute max! I love koalas an kangaroos!!<3s

On a side note, im tired. Tired of telling myself to try harder. I feel speechless and worthless.

Tell me, whats wrong? I'm not comparing, neither am i complaining. But isnt it wrong that you dont tell me whats wrong and i no longer feel like sharing with you.

I'm superstitious, i believe the tale about watches and rings, so lets see shall we?

*[[lenice]]*
- Maybe i'm wrong all along.



Monday, May 9, 2011 1:37 PM
AMS


























































The pictures shall do the talking.
*[[lenice]]*


Monday, May 2, 2011 11:38 PM
love.




Baby,i love you. always.




*[[lenice]]*


i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be.
bold italic underline strike
it's so over.


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