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Monday, April 18, 2011 7:59 PM
2nd month and more.

enjoyed the pool and did some reading while in delhi. of course i ordered room service and didnt even stepped out of the hotel.
while i was in delhi, it happened to be our 2nd mth tgt. how time flies and i always feel it like longer than these 2mths. after i came back, had dinner with baby and my parents before he had to book in. the dinner was no comment.=x
i look around me and i feel tired. i dont know why i expected something different for a change.i wish for once,you would look around and realise this world is not about you. just because you feel unfair and bias, it doesnt mean we owe you anything. it doesnt mean that whenever we give in,you deserve it. you didnt earned anything. sometimes i make excuses for you and myself. i blame the circumstances. i blame the upbringing. but i know its just an excuses. at the bottom line, its about how you think.
i have learned to not leave my shite to others because theres no one to depend on besides myself. i come down hard on myself because deep down inside, i have a certain standard set for myself. maybe after all this time, im still immature, i still depend on my parents to a certain extent.we all have time where we pack and run, leave the responsibility to others,be wilful and act like we have the right to still act like a child and ignore the cruel truth. but in the end you have to learn how to grow. nobody is entitiled to anything.everything you do have a repercussion and its time you learn how to handle it.
but just for your info. maturity doesnt comes with age. it doesnt mean you are older, you get wiser. all of us dont like restraints,reponsibility. yet we have no choice. its time you start taking responsibility for your own life, own faults. it doesnt mean anything when you appear that you can handle life, you are mature enough. then you go and do things that proves us wrong.i just wish you know how disappointed im with you. but more disappointed with myself because i see myself in you.
*[[lenice]]*


*[[lenice]]*


i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be.
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it's so over.


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