went for a cgk night stop. arrive sin on sat morning.
love was at the airport to fetch me. sent me home first then we went to ssc to eat his fave(fish and co.) we spent the rest of the day watching gossip girl and eating a simple yet delicious dinner.
today met up with bro and adeline, ate at the charlie brown cafe! then we had dinner at my place and he had to book in.
These two days felt like just a few hours. yet i treasure every moment with you, even when its just gossip girl. today is the first time that i'm in sin when he had to book in. so i get to sent him to camp. before we left, i was already feeling blue. then when he left, the cab ride home sucks. miss his presence like hell! would have cried if i didnt tell myself there's nothing to be sappy about cause he is in sin and i will be seeing him in 7 days! it hit me very hard probably because mostly after he sends me off, i'm busy but this time i have all the time in the world.=[[ normally i'll say very fast one. and this time i'm gonna say the same even though it will be the longest.
sometimes i get the thoughts :"what if he doesnt do this anymore",
"what if someone better comes along",
"will we ever be like them",
"will there be a day where all thats left is trying to maintain the love even when we are tired"
"wake up thinking if its real until i saw his text"
"will it end as fast as it started?"
"what if he get tired of all this negativity and rubbish"
"what if i come back and its no longer the same",
"how did i end up with this amazing guy?",
"maybe,the ending is just round the corner"
then i look at him and i know, hes worth everything.
*[[lenice]]*
-actions speaks louder than words.
-i believe all this goodbyes are making our love stronger.
room service
with green tea latte
nightfall that i wanna share with you.
