met up with gf lilian today for a chat and lunch at aston. finally got to know more about her taxi driver and satisfy my curiosity.sometimes some people just have the way to get to your heart even though you put up a wall so high, build a defence so strong,so why not just let nature takes it's course and see where it leads you.and i'm glad that you are able to meet mell!=]

then my chauffeur(=x)pick me up so we can go watch UNKNOWN. the show was quite nice but it just had this twist in the ending that you never thought about. after that was craving for the grilled chicken wing so we went and bought BBQ CHICKEN WING!!=]]]
Love was being rubbish as usual so we had this convo:
him:what's my name
me:why would i remember, you are the last thing on my mind
him:i'm the last thing on your mind before you sleep and the first thing when you wake up.
i'm contented that we are just weird in our own ways! that we will never do irrational things and that you will not just give in to my every whims and demands without thinking. Glad that i have you to fall back on and you to keep me grounded to earth.=]
btw love, even fb thinks you can only have one gf, so you just have to make do with me=p



Met up with bff for dinner. Had a lot to think about,but i'm glad that we met up.

Asked love to tell me story, so he chose the three little pig.he forgot what the middle pig used to build his house,so just anyhow and said the middle pig used shit. when the wolf come to blow down the house, he died because after inhaling the shit smell cause it was too smelly for the wolf. made me LOL.cute right?!!
im glad that he was there for me when i was feeling emoish.Being the one to make me smile.Thanks for making see the things i know but refuse to see. sorry for making you wait for an hour=[ and always staying up late.
"knowing that i have you,makes everything else alright."
you remind me of all the facts, the cruelty of reality. I have so much insecurities and they seems to be building up.
like you swing up so high,you are only waiting for the fall.
always being so careful because you want to avoid the hurt.
people change all the time, so who's next,when's it gonna be?
just like you said,hunger for power taints the heart. when's gonna be our turn?

*[[lenice]]*
-why people like happy ending so much? no matter how happy the ending was, it is still the end.



love,children can be cute too!

you are the souce of light when everything starts to turns dark and cold.


Im officially 19 now. Feels god damn old.
thursday i Met up with adeline love for buffet and had a great chat with her!=] Then went over to mell's place for dinner. Guess i was worrying a bit too much.=x
yesterday mell,jj and vivian had dinner with my family instead. Hope it wasn't too boring for you guys! Headed off to zouk after that to meet timon bro and kh! Spent the first few hours of my birthday with them!!=] the rest is just a long story.hehes

Told bro i was grateful to him and adeline love cause its through them that i knew mell. although my birthday is just another day but im happy that i get to spend it with you guys.=]]

had a whole chunk i wanted to write but i know you will say thats like nothing, so just to summarize, im glad i met you and I lOVE YOU!
love,i dont need to have plans for this day neither do i need anything because with you i have everything=] Thanks for being in my life.<3>
*[[lenice]]*
-slowly, bit by bit the fear is increasing.

The day ended with more surprises.
Gotten the havaianas adeline love got me!!=]] can't wait to see her tomorrow! we are going for jap buffet!!

We celebrated vday 2days later,but i still had a great time with you!=]
Guess its the first time for both of us.Maybe it will be the last. I know theres no guarantee that this will ever last but with you i wanna try!
‘I Trust You’ is a better compliment than ‘I Love You’ because you may not always trust the person you love but you can always love the person you trust.



*[[lenice]]*
-i guess its official now.


i swear i havent been blogging since i don't know when! yet today i have this URGE just to write down something.
Started on a new job so i guess everything's very different from what i imagine a year ago. So much has changed that i dont know what has changed anymore. I'm grateful for meeting my batchies though esp. adeline love.

The very big difference in my life is probably you. Still can't believe that i have only known you for such a short time yet you have become so important to me. Not someone to trust people yet i place my trust in you knowing that i may have to pick myself up again if you break it. Never thought it was possible i could still trust someone this much again. Couldn't explain why its this way with you.
I have alot of insecurities, but you always make me feel like i'm the silliest person on earth.

Just like how i didnt expect you to show up at the airport early in the morning! Thanks for making the effort!!=] I used to say people who buy flowers during vday is stupid cause they waste money. But i guess i should stop saying that just to make you smarter uh?!=X love the surprise and the gift!<3
*[[lenice]]*
-how deep can i fall,sometimes i wonder.

i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be.
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